【盾冬】《Ocean Eyes》（冬视角第一人称）
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The last thing I recalled before I walked into the sea was the beautiful view of sunset.
I came back to consciousness in Steve's arms. If I was in a dream, that should be a good one. I stood up on my feet immediately, because some salt water dropped from his wet blonde hair. Either sea water ortears. I hope that was only sea water, it would be too gross otherwise.
I looked into his ocean eyes. I saw waves inside of them. Lucky for him, I luv seas and waves, so I kept quiet. Acting good.
“Why would you do that?” said he. “Let yourself drown into the water?”
I smiled. I knew he would worried about my behaviors. Then I replied in an excited voice: “Coz I enjoy the style.”
“What style?” He looked so confused. I could tell from his eyebrows.
“Free and Wild.” I talked like a fu*king teenager. Fu*k, I can’t stop staring at his puppy eyes. I barely sense danger, but this time I truly felt scared. I've never fallen from quite this high, falling into his ocean eyes. I got the exact same feeling when I was under the water, falling into a deep blue.
He sighed. I felt his heavy breath. “That is just nonsense.”
“What the hell do you know?” I did not really think about his words. I guess all I wanted was to play cool in front of him. I could not tell him the truth: I lost my mind and had gone mad, thanks to his blue eyes.
“I have known enough. “ He spoke in such a strong tone that nobody could refuse.
I did not want to argue with him in such a childish way , so I moved on to next topic. “You used to smoke.”
“I quit for years.”He said so. “I am surprised that you still remember that.”
I nodded. He smelled freshly good. Maybe it was just the soap. But I could never get to know such things.
“I taught you how to smoke.” It is silly to expect that you would keep the habit for me. I straightened up and slipped my hands in my pockets like I used to do in old times. I tried to act like Sergeant Barnes in 40s, but I suppose I did a bad job. Steve gave me that look,that sad look. I knew what it meant: I am sorry, Bucky. But you are no longer James.
We kept walking along the shore. Well, the truth is , I was wandering. He was just following, step by step.
“Leave me alone, Steve.” His attitude annoyed me . I started to feel anxious, which could not be a good sign. I may hurt someone with my cold metal arm.
“NO.” his damn strong tone again. I should have hated it but I did not. Instead, I liked him giving me orders in that way.So strange.
“You need to be take good care of.” Look who was talking nonsense. I am a freaking super soldier. The last thing I need will be a babysitter.
“It sounds like a must to me.” I pretended to be a tough guy. I am not a kitty or a baby, Rogers, I can prove it.
“It is.” said he. I realized that he was not asking. To be honest, I really wanted to punch him at his handsome face. However, all I could manage was:
“You are being a jerk.”
“If you don't stop being a punk.”He giggled. It is impossible to say anything stupid to that smile. So here I goes:
“…Okay.”
He turned to be less nervous after Ianswered. “We call it a 'deal’, alright?”
“That is not fair. Your daily route is being a nice person, Captain America.”I got to recognize that he was taking advantages of me. Son of a…nice lady.
“Well, you have no idea.” He laughed out loudly. Noise. I did not deny it though.
The sight was perfectly poetic while we walked back, along the seaside. I even saw a rainbow crossed over the mountain and the sea, like a huge bridge, or a tunnel.
I could be a better man. Probably.
Steve told me that there was no doubt. And I chose to trust him, as always.
Turns out he was absolutely right. He is always right. About me. About everything.
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